Sometimes I feel like I am getting nowhere with these voices in my head. Six years and I have been living off of them. Feeding them myself. Six years of suffering. True, I asked for this. But is this all I can do? Am I just gonna let my life pass me by? Am I just gonna live off my disability income and not work? And am I gonna finish school?
Well the voices make life difficult, but I plan on getting a part-time job as soon as I get my schooling. And schooling I will start back in June or July. I hope. It isn't like I didn't try before. I haven't given up. I also joined the YMCA for a year of swimming and I wanna go camping.
We shall see where this goes.